huu..ape lagi kalau bukan cerita pasal Azwan Ismail, seorang Muslim, Melayu tapi mengaku yang dier seorang Gay..
tadi aku terjumpe article pasal dier kat sini: http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2010/12/21/AR2010122100514.html
By SEAN YOONG The Associated Press Tuesday, December 21, 2010; 3:05 AM
KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia — A Muslim gay man in Malaysia says he fears for his safety after speaking about his sexuality in an Internet video that attracted online death threats and accusations by religious authorities that he is insulting Islam.
Azwan Ismail told The Associated Press in a telephone interview Tuesday he was taking safety precautions following fierce criticism in this conservative, Muslim-majority country over his clip, which has been viewed more than 140,000 times on YouTube in just six days.
The segment, titled “I’m Gay, I’m OK,” features the 32-year-old engineer encouraging other gay Malaysians to be confident in themselves. It is part of a series of interviews posted online by gay rights activists since last week, but Azwan has attracted heavy attention because he is the only one from Malaysia’s ethnic Malay Muslim majority so far.
“I don’t know what to expect next,” Azwan said Tuesday in his first comments to the media after his nearly three-minute clip was posted Dec. 15. Other gay Malaysians featured in the “Independent Sexuality” video campaign so far are mainly ethnic Chinese non-Muslims, who generally face less of a public stigma about homosexuality.
Azwan said he has tried to avoid going out alone or lingering at public places after a few of the 3,000 people who commented on his video issued death threats and many others rebuked him. He has also made his personal details more private on social media websites. Although Azwan’s face appears clearly in the video, he declined to be photographed for the AP interview.
Malaysia’s Cabinet minister for Islamic affairs, Jamil Khir Baharom, voiced concerns over the weekend that gay activists were trying to promote homosexuality. He said officials might take “appropriate action to prevent this from spreading because it would hurt Islam’s image.”
Harussani Zakaria, one of Malaysia’s top Islamic clerics, reportedly said Azwan should have not made such an open declaration that “derided his own dignity and Islam in general.”
In the clip, Azwan said it was tough being gay in Malaysia because “religious and cultural factors have defined our lives, telling us who we can be and who we can’t.”
Azwan did not break any obvious laws by talking in the video, but he said his lawyer friend was checking whether other legal action could be taken against him. Sodomy is punishable by 20 years in prison, though the law is only occasionally enforced. Some states impose fines or jail terms for gay-related actions such as cross-dressing in public.
The video series is inspired by the similar “It Gets Better Project” started in the United States in October in response to a string of gay youth suicides. Several more Malay Muslims are expected to speak in upcoming clips, which are meant to tell young gay Malaysians not to despair about their future.
“My intention was not to insult Islam,” Azwan told the AP. “I just wanted to represent gay Malays in this project. I hope these videos will help to create a more open society and more discussion.”
Azwan, who has a boyfriend, said he started confiding in others about his sexuality five years ago. He added that he has not broached the subject with his parents, but his brother asked him about it after news of the video surfaced.
Aku rasa la mamat ni otak letak kat lulut laa..nama jek pandai belajar tinggi2 jadik engineer..tapi takkan la tak reti nak pikir…boleh plak cakap “My intention was not to insult Islam“…dah kompom2 dah haram..and ko buat..pastu ko bule pulak openly mengaku and nak plak ajak orang2 yang kompius cam ko bersama2 sesat lagi..huu..nak discuss ape lagi dah kalau kompom2 haram..pelik aku orang gini…
Skang ni dah takut la nak keluar tu..baru tau…
kalau penagih dadah kita bule hantar serenti..kalau benda pelik camne ape la nak buat agaknye ek…patutnya buat gak cam orang dadah ni..tangkap jek..then kasi brainwash kasi straight balik…kasi ingat balik kat Allah..huu..
Aku sure korang pon maybe dah tengok kot video ni..macam hot jek skang ni..huu..video pengakuan mamat melayu ni yang dier ni seorang yang Gay..
Kalau orang yang berbangsa lain dan beragama lain maybe la tak berapa nak kesah sangat kot rasanya..hehe..tapi ni bangsa melayu sendri..and normally kita bangsa Melayu ni dilahirkan sebagai seorang Muslim, so bile keluar video macam ni cam terkilan gak la..ye laa..bangsa kita kan…
Bagi kita orang Islam sah2 la kita tau perhubungan sejenis ni kompom2 haram kan..sape tak tau kisah kaum Nabi Lut..tapi maybe ade yg tak tau gak la tu..sebab tu la jadik gini..huu..
Aku tak mo la komen panjang pasal ni..aku bukan orang yg byk ilmu..tapi for me, kenapa lah mereka2 ni nak pilih jalan yang menyesatkan gini..seperti biasa diorang (gays) mesti akan cakap yang kita ni heterosexual ni tak paham diorang..how they feel..for them it’s not their choice that they are gay or something. Ntah laa..harap2 mamat ni or any other gays out there, one day akan dapat hidayah..
As for muslims yang terjebak ngan gayism (ade ke perkataan ni?) ni maybe kurang bimbingan agama kot masa membesar(wallahualam)…
Bila kita lahir as a muslim kita ni macam take it for granted tentang agama islam ni..kita kurang mendalami apa maksud islam sebenar…kita hanya hidup as a muslim because we’re born muslim..but you and me yang dah dilahirkan in a muslim family ni, kita ni bernasib baik..at least kita berada dilandasan yang benar..tapi untuk menjadi muslim sebenar yang betul2 islam di hati, aku mengaku yang aku masih jauh lagi..korang macam mana?
Sama-sama la kita berdoa yang diorang2 ni kembali ke jalan hidup yang sepatutnya..and mintak dijauhkan perkara2 begini dari terjadi dalam keluarga aku..amin…
Aku rasa kulit muke aku skang ni cam dah tak berapa nak lawo laa…huu..so nak gak pendapat from kawan2 pasal skin care ni…
Boleh dikatakan aku cam dah agak lama gak la tak berapa nak kesah sangat ngan kecantikan kulit muke aku ni…cuci pon kadang bule lupe..hehe..satu cream pon aku takde pakai skang ni…kalau cuci pon pakai sabun Eumora yang mak aku kasi free dlu..huu..nak kata ok tu ok la kot..sebab kalau aku pakai selalu pon kulit aku menten jek..takde tumbuh jerawat ke pe..tapi kalau tak cuci kompom la naik jerawat sebarang 2 bijik kat muke..huu..
maybe bule gak stay guna sabun Eumora tapi nak gak tambah krim ape2 ke..ntah laa..aku pon tak sure..ataupon nak cuba yang lain ke…
tapi yang penting kena affordable la..and affordable for me adalah something yang maybe below RM50 sebulan gitu..cam sabun Eumora ni..kalau tak silap dlu mak aku cakap dalam RM90+ kot orang jual…tapi aku pakai cam dah lama gila dah tak abes2 lagi..mungkin gak sebab aku slalu skip2 cuci muka..hahaha.. :p lagi satunya aku ni takde la rajin nak tunggu sampai 3 minit ni dok cuci muke..haha..tu kadang seminit dua minit..agak2 jek gitu…
tadi masa dok tengok2 FB, ada kawan aku yang share an articles from a blog pasal MLM ni…aku ni bukan jenis yang PRO-MLM ni..anti pon tak jugak..for me..MLM mmg tak sesuai dengan aku..and kalau dengar jek pasal MLM mmg aku lari terus..hehe..
Kepada yang seswai ngan MLM ni teruskan usaha korang..takpe..aku tak jeles kalau korang naik mercedes ke..or kipas2 duit depan muke aku ke..aku kenal diri aku..and MLM is definitely not for me..
pembahagian duit system MLM..?
Mak yang memang dah banyak kali masuk MLM and last2 tak dapat ape sangat pon..maybe la ade sket2 dapatnya..yang cam berjaya sket dlu mak aku join wat jual ‘Premium Beautiful‘ tu pon last2 dier berenti..atas sebab2 personal.. :p tak mo cakap kat sini sebab kang marah plak orang yang buat business jual ‘Beautiful’ kang..skang ni pon kalau dier ade sebut jek benda2 yang bunyi ala2 MLM ni terus aku straight jek cakap..‘tak payah la mak, MLM2 ni bukan rezeki kita’..
MLM ni takde la semua pon menipu..tapi macam benda lain kenalah usaha and luck pon ye gak..there are some MLM yang memang dah bertapak lama..and diorang ada products2 yang bagus la kot..kalau tak takkan la orang still beli ye tak..but there are some MLM yang mmg scam dan ditubuhkan hanya untuk mengaut keuntungan dari orang2 yang tak bernasib baik..tapi yang kesiannya bile yang buat MLM gini orang Melayu gak and yang terkena pon orang Melayu.. MLM = Miskin lagi miskin (aku curik sape punye istilah ni ntah.ada terbace somewhere..)
but sometimes bukan MLM ni yang menipu or ape..even the system not perfect..yo la..dah kalau downline ke mende ni..berapa ramai sangat manusia kat dunia ni pon..so kalau yang citer pasal infinite downline tu mmg bullshit laa..opss..and there are also upline yang tamak haloba..janji2 manis..ayat yang biasa dengar ‘kalau you all masuk under I kompom I akan tolong you..kalau you stuck..takpe..nanti I tolong masukkan orang under you..you jangan risau..kitorang mesti akan tolong’ yup..tolong la sangat..mak aku dlu dok carik orang byk gak la bawah dier..pastu cam dah stuck la..ye la..mak aku pon mana la nak keluar2 sangat carik orang ni..nak harap upline tu tolong..ye laa..mmg tak nampak langsung2..tup2 tau2 rupanya dier dah bukak lagi satu kaki lain..and dok sebok kembangkan yang tu pulak..yeah right..tu la contoh upline yang tamak haloba..mana pergi janji? harapan..
bukan la nak suh dier masukkan semua..satu pon jadik la..konon2 cam wat penaik semangat laa..hahaah..tapi yo laa.macam yang aku cakap tu..MLM ni mmg bukan rezeki kitorang..
so berbalik pada blog yang aku terjumpa from FB ni..aku tengok blog dier mmg mostly pasal MLM ni jek..and he’s a totally anti-MLM person..and looking at his posts pon cam dier ni takde la cakap kosong..most of it ada reference gak or dier ni jenis orang yang doing his homework dolu baru nak kasi post2 mende yang kontroversi ni.. 😀 blog dier pon cam baru lagi..
yang cam hot kat blog dier skang ni pasal gelang2 magnet kesihatan what eva yang dibuat oleh AC Mizal..first time aku dengar..eheh..sbb aku mmg tak amik tau pasal MLM ni..and pasal hyperbulksms ke pe tu..
yang paling menarik ialah pasal testimonial2 yang konon2 nya good testimonial from orang2 from london after using gelang magnet ni laa..rupanya2 just di copy and paste from website lain jek..huu..tipu orang ek…
Baru last week kot aku perasan yang Merlin Season 3 dah ada.. 😀
aku ni mmg suke gile cerita2 jenis gini..heheeh..walopon pelakonnye takde la hensem or hot mana pon..tapi aku suke.. :p
skang ni kat internet baru ada sampai Episode 11 jek..and episode 11 ni pon baru jek diorang tambah..maybe semalam atau pon 2 hari lepas ke..aku pon tak sure..hari ni aku check ade plak..so still tengah load before tengok jap lagi..hohoho..
rasanye dlu pernah aku bagitau kat korang yang sekarang ni aku kalau tengok cerita2 TV series gini or anime mmg streaming jek…aku jumpe satu streaming site yang memang heaven laa..belambak2 series ade kat situ…kalau korang minat pergi la tengok kat site ni: http://watch-series.com/
Dari last week mmg dah behempas pulas aku dok bantai tengok Merlin from Episode 1..hahaha..
punyalah aku tak masuk blog sendiri..sampai blog and all sites under my current hosting kena suspended pon tak perasan…
baru jek petang tadi cam nak check blog..tengok ape cerita pastu cam terkujat kejap tengok ayat “Your account has been suspended“
aik..pening sekejap..dok check hosting still active..domain pon semua valid lagi…pelik gak..huu..
terus menerus submit ticket kat my hosting letak ‘critical’ lagi tu..hohho..
ingat ke takde la lama sangat ke..rupenye2 my friend Puan Najwa cakap sejak pagi semalam kot dah suspended…huu..diorang langsung takde inform aku ke pe ke..satu email pon tak dapat…
dah la mule2 cam bagi reason salah..dier kata one of my site spamming the server sampai crash..pastu takde ape2 dah..no suggestion, no attempt to help me pon untuk solve the problem..ade sket sakit ati gak laa…
then cam reply balik..kata yang diorang langsung tak membantu etc2…pastu the next reply baru la cam kata salah reason plak bagi..sebenarnya ada phishing site kat dalam server aku so macam diorang kena block account aku etc2…agak ntah ape2 gak laa…dah la tak bagitau aku…delete jek file tu dah laa..apsal plak nak block account aku…ingat aku ke yang letak site phishing tu kat server sendri..b***** gak la diorang ni kot…
padahal several days before aku ade buat cam report pasal ade phishing site dalam server aku semua..then diorang reply cam benda tu takde hal jek..pastu kang tetibe dok suspend account aku…haiyo..bikin panas gak laaa…
seb baik la diorang unsuspend dah…so ok la kot..skang ni aku cam dok mengupgrade ape yang patut diupgrade…hopefully the hacker yang ampes dok letak phishing site kat server aku tu tak sebok2 lagi nak letak ntah ape2 tu…b.o.d.o sungguh si hacker itu…
huuu…serious mmg tak membantu sangat lah…ex-bos aku dlu dier pon ade gak kena sekali hacked and kena letak phishing site ni..tapi the hosting company punye customer service mmg betol2 membantu la..bagi suggestion, what to do etc…ini dok bagi reason jek…huuu..ade sorang mamat ni la..yg solvekan problem tu mamat lain…kalau dier jek yang layan e-mail aku ntah bile nak setel pon aku tak tau laa…dier pon tak reti agaknye..tu yang jawap pon tak betul..huu…
kay le..cam dah panjang sangat la plak..hahaha..luahan perasaan plak kali ni.. :p
Boleh dikatakan aku cam dah agak lama gak la tak berapa nak kesah sangat ngan kecantikan kulit muke aku ni…cuci pon kadang bule lupe..hehe..satu cream pon aku takde pakai skang ni…kalau cuci pon pakai sabun Eumora yang mak aku kasi free dlu..huu..nak kata ok tu ok la kot..sebab kalau aku pakai selalu pon kulit aku menten jek..takde tumbuh jerawat ke pe..tapi kalau tak cuci kompom la naik jerawat sebarang 2 bijik kat muke..huu..
punyalah aku tak masuk blog sendiri..sampai blog and all sites under my current hosting kena suspended pon tak perasan…
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